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I know I am suppose to be here to take care of myself and my dogs and cats. I was always called strong by my husband and his step daughter. How can some one be strong if there reason for being strong is gone. Is it wrong to marry for love? My dad raised my sister and I to marry for security not love. I went the other way and married for love. I did not care if Martin had money or not I felt safe around him and I felt loved by him. I guess I am still in the Why stage of my grieving.