No more darkness....phewwwww!

Good thing I am out of the dark cause my sight was growing very dim down in that basememt.   It feels strange now when I spiral downwards from being up for any amount of time.   It seems like I head for the basement but only the door is left open and I can get out!  When I spent those three months in depression mode only it seemed like I couldn't get up the first step to go open the door to get out,  now when I stumble down the stairs the light is left on and I get back up and run for the open door..LOL Anyway I am so glad that I am out of that prison!!!   I had forgotten what it felt like to be in the light, including God's light!   The past few weeks I have been experiencing mixed moods...lots of them and sometimes all day long!  Feels really good to be really "high" I don't think I have felt this "high" since I was off my meds a couple of yrs ago. I see my pd next monday, haven't seen him since I started Lamictal.  We will have some new things to discuss, like mixed moods for one.  I am doing  better then last month but still being pulled in the wrong direction even with my new med added.  Lamictal was suggested by a few of my friends on here my last pd visit, and he said yes.  Any other suggestions from anyone for anything else to take with Lithium and Lamictal??    Well, I am home ALL day...that's amazing for me just ask my friends!  Love you's all xoox