misstik333
Status: Oh, Wow! It has been such a long time! Trying to catch up on DS...
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For anyone that may be passing by, I have a smile on today... yes, it's a green head, but it's STILL a smile at any rate.I've been making some progress and I think I'm on the right path. Not to...
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The second major blow in my life...As I was typing a response to someone else's journal entry, it totally dawned on me why I am just soooo unhappy and feel so weak and vulnerable.When my husband and...
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== Keep it inside ==Why do I hurt so bad insideWith all the feelings that I must hideTime after time againI find myself in so much painHe drinks, he's lateHe's full of words, he's irateWhy is it that...
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What the hell is wrong with me? Today has been another bad day in a long time!! I've been going along "okay", but today has been really hard again!Tonight I wanted to take my daughter to the movies...
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Well, I went to my first DivorceCare support group meeting last night. I met some really nice people in very different siuations. The leaders were very kind and the group was open to my issues.The...
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I had a pretty productive weekend, amazingly enough. The stbxh actually was motivated to do something... huh, could it be because we have to sell the house, our home, the only home our daughter has...
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Okay, I did it and all by myself. Now, mind you, I've been in a relationship for about 19 years so to do this is pretty huge since I never really needed to... I know that sounds weird... but,I...
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Well, yeah, I've changed my little color head on my page. I received a call back from a support group (FINALLY) in my area and I feel a bit of an upswing...The woman on the phone was just so kind...
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What is up with me??? I cried all the way in to work today. I have hardly shed a tear through this whole thing thinking I can't show my feelings to him or to anyone... What? Let people see that I...
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Well, that was bunk!!! I just got my call back and lo and behold... they don't have that support group anymore!!!!Back to the drawing board! Why is this so dang hard????
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Trying so hard to find a support group in my area. I found one and think I will call... well, I did a few times, but ended up hanging up the phone.Why am I nervous about it? I so want to move on...
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Since this is IT and there's no turning back, I think back on a lot of things. What is wrong with me and will I be this way forever? Can I trust anyone after this?I think it's kind of difficult for...
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St. Patricks Day from HELL!!!Saturday we went to the House of Blues in Anaheim to see the Fenians... my all time favorite Irish band. My stbx sister-in law had invited me about a week ago and I...
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Dang, what a tough day today has been. I don't know if it's just me or the effects of what people have done to me.My niece is exhibiting one of the same behaviors as my stbx and it is downright...
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It's been a few days since I've been back here, surprisingly. I didn't think I could do it.I looked up support groups in my area as that was a suggestion from someone. Unfortunately, not that many....
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