It's been a few days since I've been back here, surprisingly. I didn't think I could do it.

I looked up support groups in my area as that was a suggestion from someone. Unfortunately, not that many. Kind of bummed about that, but we shall see.

I really need to find a support group that I can go to from time to time to be around people with this same "affliction". My family and friends aren't going through this and don't really truly understand what I am feeling right now.

Just trying to stay busy and not let those bitter feelings creep up. Don't want to be ugly.

Hhhmmm, all for now....