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- I am on day 2 of being gambling free. I have stopped going to casinos and using the free slot machine apps on Facebook. I am having a tough time not using the Facebook apps. I don't spend money on them but I can't do anything that reminds me of...
- Please let me know if you would be interested in getting together in an online chat room. If there are enough people, I can post a link for chatting and maybe we could do it each evening. I love the message boards but it may also be nice to chat...
- I think that it is finally time that I admit to myself that my life has almost become destroyed. It's amazing how we can rationalize everything in our own twisted heads. Yesterday, I called my dad to say hello and he told me that he's been crying...
- Congratulations to myself.. This is the first weekend in months that I have not driven to a casino. In fact, I am afraid to leave the house because I have a bad feeling that I may decide to go there. I just had some dinner and am watching 24 for the...
- Sooo....Dad finally started talking to me again. One day he left some free movie tickets for me in my car (he lives near where I work) and wrote a note which said "Divert yourself... take a friend to the movies." For my dad, that is his way of...
- Can you describe what you experienced the first time you went to a meeting? I am a major newbie so I am feeling uneasy about the whole thing.
- Well, my dad has been "on to me." He's not a dumb guy so he could sense when I began to relapse. Unfortunately I owe him quite a bit of money every month so he was less than thrilled when I was short about $800 last month. Apparently, I felt that it...
- I took a couple of positive steps towards recovery and wanted to share...I reached out to an old friend to confess...I plugged GA meetings into my calendar (but I am nervous)I deleted all of the slot machine games and apps from my computerIt's a...
- I owe my father money and now he won't talk to me. I know that it is because he knows that I have relapsed. I am not going to bother calling him because he will simply tell me how much of a disappointment that I am. Each day of my life is nonstop...
- I am sorry if I worried any of you... I know that I haven't posted in a while. I haven't had a great couple of weeks. I am semi-miserable. I don't know what else to say. I know... I know... Go to a meeting! It's just hard to take that first...
- I was in control and now I have lost it yet again. I have no idea why I keep telling myself that I can gain control over my actions because CLEARLY that is not the case at all! Now, I can't pay my electric or gas bill and I have to charge gas....
- As if I am not already stressed enough....latimes.comCapital One says it can show up at cardholders' homes, workplacesThe credit card company's recent contract update includes terms that sound menacing and creepy.David Lazarus4:32 PM PST, February...
- When I say online slots I am referring to the ones you play for "fun." Are they really fun though? I used to buy credits for them until I realized that it was psychotic and now I use the bonus chips. I have to say that I am completely addicted to...
- I was off from work today and had a plan to take the bus to AC but I opted to stay home and cuddle with my cat instead. He's much better company than the people on the bus. I am also off from work tomorrow so I toyed with the idea of taking the trip...
- My cat is the only living being left that provides me with unconditional love. He is just a great little friend and I am so thankful for him.