OuchMyHeart
Status: I will be a mosaic...glue all my shattered pieces into something beautiful again.
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Seriously...A vacation would be so welcome. Tomorrow is my D day and I'm tired. Mother's Day is Sunday also and I'd just love a day alone. I love my kids like crazy but I could really use a break and...
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I am afraid. I am drunk and afraid. So terrified of turning into my mother and giving my children the childhood I had. I had a mother who was very disappointed I didn't look like her and made it very...
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I am so sick of reading and hearing about how it takes two people to contribute to an affair (ie. husband and wife). That the betrayed partner has some blame to take on. You know what I say to that?...
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I'm a sad girl, that's what I do.But I'm a happy girl, and that's who I am for you.It's all about hiding; hiding what you really are.And I can tell by your face, I've done pretty well so far.
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Things are...meh. What can I say? Almost normal despite my constant internal struggle. Still so lost. He says he does everything possible to make me trust him but really, he can't undo what he...
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What to say? What to do...I'm so lost. I vacillate between staying and thinking things could be ok and being certain I can't live like this the rest of my life and wanting a divorce on a daily...
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Fuck my life. There's always more. He now claims to be a compulsive liar...like that's an excuse. I just feel like I'm going to crack under the strain of this. I have a 3 year old and a 4 month old...
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My husband...MINE. Had an affair. MY husband...not someone else's...mine...I can honestly say that I think there's something inherently wrong with him as a person that I never saw before. People have...
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Will the discoveries and revelations never end? Been 3 weeks now and I'm still realizing stuff about his affair and his lies.Case in point: cell phones. Last summer we decided to get iphones. I...
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So it's been 3 weeks since I've let CS touch me even in passing...since I found out.I decided last night I'd see what it was like to let him hug me. Just a quick small hug before bed. What a...
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I rip my heart out everytime I start asking him questions and making him answer. I can't help but feel like I need every little detail. When I feel like something doesn't make sense I keep asking and...
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So I don't have any idea who the stranger sleeping on my couch is...but I don't really know who I am either.Somewhere along the way that man stopped appreciating me, and subsequently I stopped...
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Who is this stranger in my house? I wake up and there he is, staring at me through my husbands eyes. He tries to touch me with my husband's hands but I don't let him. I know this man is a fraud. I...