STOP ASKING QUESTIONS!!!

I rip my heart out everytime I start asking him questions and making him answer. I can't help but feel like I need every little detail. When I feel like something doesn't make sense I keep asking and asking and asking until he admits the things he doesn't want to.
Topic just now, jerking off while thinking of that stupid slut for the videos and pics he'd send her.
I hate this man.
I hate myself...