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No matter how busy I am, i just can't get over the feeling of being bored. I am used to being on the go all of the time that it absolutely positively drives me crazy to be staying home. I know that I...

I am so glad with the encouragement of many friends that I went to GA yesterday. Now that I have had time to process it, I still can't believe thaI I went. I am so very lucky to have such a great...

I really enjoyed being with my friends this weekend. Also, the tubing was excellent. Hot day, water perfect, creek not crowded. I had a lot of good discussions with my friends, and I left and worked...

Today was a very long and hectic day. It was the last full day of school for my students, and they were wild. We had a field day and it was 90 degrees outside. We were so hot that we were squirting...

I have a problem sometimes using computer games to substitute for my gambling addiction. It can be the silliest game, and I will not be satisfied until I beat it. With the support of many friends and...

I can hardly believe that I have gone half of a year without gambling or stepping foot into a casino.  It feels really good. I just need to stay focused on one day at a time. Next Tuesday is my last...

I don't know why but ever since I started gambling, I always feel like I have to be doing something "fun." I have tons of school work that I am working on today, but I just seem to have this empty...

I had a basketball tournament near Hershey this weekend, and I had no desire to drive to the casino. In the past I would have driven there in a heartbeat and I probably would have been late for my...

Today I had game day in the morning at school. It seemed never ending. My mind was not focused on gambling at all. I remember certain years that that was the only thing that i could think about. I...

 Last night I went to a baseball game. I am a big Yankee fan. When I was heading to Baltimore there was a billboard for the Maryland Live casino. During the game a big slot machine came on the...

174 days gamble free today. It will not be long until it will be half of a year since I set foot in a casino. I feel strong, and I am confident that I can find enough other things to do in aruba...

Yesterday I drove by the signs for a casino many times. I was not tempted at all. I even told my friend that I have not been to that one yet. I changed it and said I mean that I will never be going...

I had a busy day today with AAU basketball. It kept my mind off of gambling, and it was nice spending the day with friends. Tomorrow, I have AAU basketball as well.  The only difference is we play...

I promised my friends that I would be honest with them. When I am they tell me that I just need to let it go and not drag it out. I was a little upset because I was just trying to explain to them why...

Sometimes I get a little frustrated that I have to plan everything out, and I can't just go places like normal people.  I also have to have a plan what to do if I go someplace that has a casino near...