boredom
No matter how busy I am, i just can't get over the feeling of being bored. I am used to being on the go all of the time that it absolutely positively drives me crazy to be staying home. I know that I need to work on that. I spent 7 hours playing games on and off on the computer on Monday. That was insane. I am not allowing myself on Facebook for a week because I did that. I was substituting one addiction for another instead of dealing with my recovery in a healthy way. If that does not improve I might have to get rid of Facebook altogether. I made an appointment to self exclude myself from the PA casinos. I never thought I would do that but I am. I think I am going to cancel my appointment because they are calling for really bad weather. I promise that I will reschedule it next week.
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