174 days

174 days gamble free today. It will not be long until it will be half of a year since I set foot in a casino. I feel strong, and I am confident that I can find enough other things to do in aruba instead of gambling.  I am not being overly confident because i know that i have to watch out. Before I was afraid and now I am ready to face the challenge and beat it. I do not want to start all over from Day 1 again. Withdrawal for me is horrible and I do not want to ever go through that again.