Not a great day today

I don't know why but ever since I started gambling, I always feel like I have to be doing something "fun." I have tons of school work that I am working on today, but I just seem to have this empty void. I have been working hard and not just sitting around, and I might go to a movie, but I am still not used to spending Memorial Day at home. I used to go to the casino for the weekend. I know in the long run that I am much healthier, happier, and content. It is just that today, I am having one of those blah days. I don't have blah days too much, and I don't think that it helped that I went with my mom to the my dad's and my grandparent's burial sites to put flowers there. I guess that I am just really missing them today. Oh well! Tomorrow will be better.  I need to get back to school work, or I will not be able to go to the movies later today. Also, I have one more full week of school left with my students, and I am actually sad because I will miss them, and they go to a new building next year.