JohnnyFC
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- So I've been back with my P. We don't live together and we have an enormous age difference. I'm 60 he's 27. Im done doing my detective work, what he does on his own time is his business. I don't ask any questions thus he doesn't need to lie to me. I...
- I reconnected with my exP. My guard is totally up but I'm enjoying the show. I no longer use craigslist, i have limited FB use, and no more digging for info regarding the P. He is what he is. He told me about the new app called "snap chat". The...
- I've reconnected with my exP. I know, I know. I couldn't help my self. We're going to spend the day together on Sunday. Right now I feel so calm knowing that I'm going to see him. I know who he is and I'm still going to meet him. Im a true addicted...
- I met a guy online, yay!!!. He's really got me in the mood to meeting him one-on-one. I'm looking forward to meeting him. We've been texting and today we spoke for the first time by phone. He seems really nice, however, he has the same nervous laugh...
- I would play Adele when i was having a romantic evening with my exP. I never really listen to the words till today when i heard the song on the radio. I though the words were meaningful and i wanter to share."Set Fire To The Rain"I let it fall, my...
- Ive socially isolated myself from family and friends. I've spent the last 5 Christmases and the last 5 birthdays alone. I have no interest in meeting anyone. I do have a gym membership that i use every day and not one person has attempted to talk to...
- No contact is "No contact at any level" No FacebookNo instagramNo web searches When the P/S pops into your head you need to change your thoughts to sandy beaches or shopping lol.Its been about 5 months since i last saw him and about 5 weeks ago i...
- I feel invisible all the time. I had a date with my regular younger friend for Friday at 5pm. This is someone who i do special favors for, help out with his home, run errands for, At 4:30 i send a text "see ya at 5" I get a text @ 9:30 "sorry I...
- I noticed my exP didn't have any body odor or breath odor. Weird right. Even when he spent the night the next morning his breath was non existent. I found this very odd. Never burped or passed gas. Like an alien or a vampire lol. just wanted to...
- I've been doing pretty good. Deleted all his info, removed all pics from my phone and laptop. Unfriended him on all the social networks. However last night his fb feed had shown up on a friends page. I had to look, like driving by an accident i just...
- I was out to dinner with a friend the other night, nice Italian restaurant. I noticed a man and a women dining close by, they were 45ish. I was watching the body language of the man. He was smiling, leaning in while talking, looking her right in the...
- I just need to vent. Its been almost 4 months since i ended it. I spend 80% of my time thinking how I want to punish him. He borrows his brothers car allot. One day i want to follow him while he is using his brothers car. He parks it and goes about...
- I was eating with a friend on friday night. He made these beautiful strawberry hand pies (small pies) The came out beautiful. I took a picture of the pies and put them on instagram. I received many likes right away. One like was from a friend of my...
- Thanks witsend22 for pointing out "Sometimes it just feels good to pour some alcohol on the open wound." It really helped me. I thought if i contacted my exP he would respond with "lets meet and talk" I forgot I'm dealing with a psychopath. He only...
- Its been about 10 weeks since i ended it with my P/S. I still miss him so much. I even dream about him. Today I was weak and texted him how heart broken i was. He texted me back that he was heartbroken too. Whats get me is this, and maybe some of...