I don't even know how to do this so I guess I'll just start writting. I'm a very bored homemaker with no children , my husband likes it better when I don't work. Being the people pleaser I am I rather see him happy instead of myself.I've been diagnosed with anxiety, panic attacks, and depression. Some OCD too which can make things very intresting when I'm not working because all I can ever think about is my "problems". Currently I'm dealing with Seasonal depression and I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel real, I stay on the computer most of the day so I can hide from myself and take my mind off me for a while. I'm just not in great shape right now .