Alright call me a bitch!! Today is give grandma a shower day because it's Tuesday and Grandma only feels comfortable taking a shower with me. I of course am not a big fan and I'm not doing to well with the panic and feel like complete crap. I would much rather stay in bed all day. Too top things off one of my hubby friends wants to come over she is going to have major surgery on Thursday. Which I feel bad for her but I'm not one of her biggest fans. I don't feel like cleaning the house for her to come over and I don't feel like seeing her. Even though I feel bad for her.I feel bad for feeling this way. I turly am a people person I'm really not mean. I'm just not her biggest fan. I guess I'm popping the Klonopin (sp) allday today because the nerves are pretty close to fried.