Here's what the issue is today got in fight Tuesday night with my husband and he threw stuff in my face that I had just told him about me. THat is why I don't like telling people what is wrong they tend to just threw it in my face. Then he tried to give me helpful advice such as waking up in a good mood will give me a good day all day no that's a bunch of shit. It's doesn't work that way if only it were that simple. I'm a little irrated. The other pressing thing is I'm suppose to start a support group today I have to go by myself because my girlfriend that I was going to take isn't ready for a support group yet. I have to be honest I'm afraid to go I honeslty don't know if I'm ready my husband who has very little faith in me thinks I will back out at the last minute but I got to go.It's going to be intresting.