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- You used to hang around with my parents. I didnt find you particularly interesting or appealing but I thought that hanging out with you might make me seem older, cooler, maybe a little rebellious. I didnt plan on us being friends. I thought Id...
- I fell off again over the weekend. Some serious family issues, a stressful day at work, unlimited anxiety and a night out with all my smoking friends took me over the edge on Friday. I continued on Saturday. Why? I don't know. Saturday night I...
- Time to take exercise seriously. I've gained 20 pounds since my steroid treatment last September. I spent 20 minutes on Saturday picking up dog poop in the backyard and on Sunday and today, I felt like I ran a marathon. My legs are sore. My back...
- I've been smoking since the age of 12. Addicted since the age of 15. I used to smoke between 30 and 40 cigarettes a day, every day. I've "quit" twice before. Once for 6 months because a boyfriend didn't like smoking. Once for 9 months when I...
- I had my 3 month follow up brain MRI on Wednesday December 26th. I had my appt to "discuss" last Friday. My neurologist said that, not only weren't there any new lesions, the one that they found on my last MRI is no longer visible! We talked a...
- I am. I feel like I'm floating and my anxiety is in overdrive. It seems to precede my attacks, as does the electric shock feeling in my joints (knees and wrists mostly). My vision seems alright and I don't necessarily feel dizzy so maybe I'm in...
- I made yet another mistake at work. This is a total of 4 mistakes since my symptoms started. A total of 4 mistakes in one year. My boss has said that she wants to have a discussion with me and her boss when her boss returns next week. I'm...
- I've noticed something over the past few weeks. My right hand, although it works fine and I can feel it/move it, does not sense heat. I tested the water in my kid's bath with my right hand and it felt tepid, cold even. I stuck my left hand in and...
- So I posted here yesterday that I've been feeling great. I said something to the parents at my son's preschool yesterday about my episode and how, at this point, I'm just going on the assumption that it is never going to happen again. Then, last...
- I've never had a UTI in my life. Well, my first one has struck. I do have trouble starting my flow sometimes and other times I feel like I haven't emptied completely. Monday I started having difficulty going at all and by 5pm I was running a...
- For the first couple of days this week my legs felt really weak for no apparent reason. I decided to just keep pushing on. Took the stairs at work like I normally do. Did housework like I normally do. I didn't do anything really strenuous. I...
- I guess this is a good thing. My new neuro says that a lot of my issues are more likely to be caused by an inflammatory disorder. I've already seen a rheumatologist. I've been tested for almost everything and everything is always normal. He said...
- Getting really nervous about my appointment with my new neuro tomorrow. I've heard he is very smart and has great bedside manner. I've also heard that he's very aggressive in treating MS. I have two friends that went to him with "clinically...
- Well, I did it again. This time it was a much smaller mistake ($1,400 vs. the $250,000 mistake I made earlier this year) but it was a mistake nonetheless. My boss is being a total hag about it. I want to tell her that my cognition is jacked. I...
- So hard to explain but you know that catch you get in your side when you've been running? Yeah. I've got that all across my upper middle back and then it wraps down around my lower right ribs and into my side. It's really sore to the touch too...