God help me
First off I have self medicated tonight. I know it isn't the best thing to do but it helps me to sleep. I really miss Donna. I have a profound sense of loss tonight. I don't see any future different. I am very lonely even though my kids are very close. I know I have to persevere. I'm not sure I can. I'm just very emotional and can't seem to stop being so. I think I have been left here to watch after the grand kids. I guess that is my mission I have been given. It's tough. It's very hard to go on without you honey.
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Don\'t fight the emotions, just go with it. It\'s all part of the process. Yeah, it stinks and is horrible. When I was in your shoes I never thought I could escape the cold grip of grief. But I did, somehow. You will too. Just go moment by moment and be kind to yourself. Warm hugs.
HELLO JEFF, PLEASE ACCEPT MY SYMPHATIES ,THE LOSS OF YOUR WIFE IS GREAT AND YOU NEED TIME TO GRIEVE, TO CRY, TO HEAL, IT IS SO SOON, YOUR CHILDREN SHOULD GIVE YOU TIME, SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS OF THE SAME AGE WOULD HELP, HUGS WOULD HELP, YOU DID THE RIGHT THING LETTING HER GO TO \'\'THE LORD\'\' , I HAD TO MAKE THE DECISION YEARS AGO FOR MY MUM, ITS HARD BUT IT COMES A TIME THAT WE HAVE TO LET GO OF OUR LOVED ONES..CHERISH THE MEMORIES AND WONDERFUL TIME YOU SHARED, GRIEVE FOR A TIME, LET GO OF YOUR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS, DO NOT BOTTLE IT UP, IT IS A NATURAL REACTION TO SUCH GREAT LOSS, TIME HEALS, RIGHT NOW ITS TOO SOON, YOU ARE SUCH A LOVING HUSBAND***PRAY AND TRUST THE \'LORD FOR COMFORT\'\' BLESSED ARE THOSE THAT MOURN ,THEY SHALL BE COMFORTED, WHAT A PROMISE , LOVING HUGS LUCY****