NorthernSoul89

A support worker who worked at my last place where I lived died. I found out today. He was from outside of town. He went to go back to work in his own city 3 months or so ago. I think he was in his...

A girl who lived on my street growing up has been harassing me again. I've had so much bother with this woman through the years. A few years ago she told police I threatened to kill her. This was...

A couple of workers at my old accommodation said I could use use the tumble dryer as they are not as miserable as the others. The problem is I don't know when they are working. I went down tonight...

Another night with fear and anxiety. Over the past year I have no idea how I managed to do so well in athletics despite dealing with so much. I think with the injury everything came to the surface...

Lately I have become obsessed with my demise. I feel like the end is coming. I have been having several panic attacks. I keep thinking I'm going to get cancer and die and Roxy will be left alone. I...

I couldn't get into my account believing it wasn't active but here we are. I look back at the posts and that was when Ruby died. I feel like I or a part of me died too 

I got Roxy on Thursday. After 1 day we bonded and she is perfect. I am lucky to have had such beautiful cats. Roxy is from a farm and not vaccinated etc I got some worming tablets but they are so...

This is the fleeting visitor I had even when Ruby was alive. I'm going to name him Bubba as he deserves a name. Bubba was killed today on the same road as Ruby ( on up it a bit) in broad daylight and...

Was at the supermarket and bought cat food as I have a fleeting visitor cat who comes by and is starving. Was heart breaking buying cat food as Ruby loved her food and I liked to spoil her. I cried...

Was looking at pictures of Ruby and grieving. I took a pic of another cat the night Ruby died. The cat is a daily visitor but strangely was out the night before Ruby died. The only time ever or since...

Today I found out Ruby was 11 years old. I had no idea of her age as I found her outside over two years ago. If Ruby was 5 I would of not been surprised. I used to call her my big baby and joke she...

Just over 1 week since losing Ruby. Miss her so much. There was stars in the sky tonight and there wasn't for the past few days. I hope she is one of them. Have to try return to normal living very...

My heart is broken. This is like a nuclear bomb compared to anything I've gone through and I already had so much trauma. Ruby was with me every morning , parts of day and every night. We were always...