Tumble dryer gate

A couple of workers at my old accommodation said I could use use the tumble dryer as they are not as miserable as the others. The problem is I don't know when they are working. I went down tonight and unfortunately they weren't. I asked the night shift woman whom I've known for years ( I expected her to say no anyway) and she refused. I lived in that place for years with good behaviour. I cannot believe how miserable some people are. Twenty minutes and it's not her own personal dryer or energy bills. It's not like I'm some slob from the street but I might as well be. Why not help out someone? Anyway I threw my clothes in the recycling bin but I went back for them. They were in a bag and upright anyway. I was so upset I felt sick. I've no doubt she will report to the manager and they will probably put word out to everyone else (yes they are that sad). I am glad to have left the place as that attitude is nothing new. My mind said never return here, even to the friendly staff. I have my clothes in the bathroom with the window open. The move has been tough I've had skin flare ups. I wish I prioritised a tumble dryer more. I didn't think it would of been like this. Having back problems I probably almost put myself in hospital with the move. I decided to delay the rest of painting and not wreck myself. I think slowly things are getting up and going. A lot of deliveries have been cancelled because it's a new address and some drivers can't be bothered to check. I saw my mum at the shop earlier buying wine. Some things never change. She saw me and then bought a couple of other things to make it look like a normal shop.  I don't think she knows I saw her at the start. Ah yes the old master of deceipt. The woman who gave me so much abuse and badmouths me in public. Like the night shift worker who I smelt alcohol off before. I don't know why these people seem to despise me so much. I think my setup can now move to somewhat normal and I can focus on physical rehab. I think I've lost my party trick being unable to run and I am now back to being a scumbag. Yes this is the way my mind thinks. It was really the only thing I could give myself credibility for. I have a training plan setup to try workaround back issues. Sitting on a chair is my biggest hindrance right now and it hurts me leaning forward in my natural pose. I hope I can start getting myself on track again.