clairegrps
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- I am suffering from the inability to cope with ordinary every day things. From my housework to watching tv or reading a book. I get palpatations, nervousness, at the moment my heart is palpatating and all I am doing is typing this. I am so...
- Today is my daughters 18th anniversary of her heart transplant. I am never sure how I feel about it. On one hand her live was saved she was 13 years old at the time, on the other hand another person died to save her. The weather is...
- Today I have spent in a panic state because Gareth wouldnt go today to find out what the CT Scan shows, when he rang the receptionist told him that it said Got to See Doctor. Its like he is in denile that he has got a problem, and he is...
- Today I feel upset, Gareth has just gone upstairs to finish the vacuming, and suddenly I feel upset. Emma was late going to her day care centre. Due to Gareth not being able to drive, as he has to leave his lenses out, for a procedure. I am...
- I am worried sick about Gareth my husband, tomorrow he is going for a CT Scan, to try and find out why he is anaemic, he looks ghastly, pale ill and tired, he also goes a light brown colour from time to time. Its being done quickly on the cancer...
- I am 63 years old my husband 71 I now have a stroong yearning for a man with some muscles to take me in his arms. That doesnt have medical problems and loves me. I am not sure if Gareth does love me anymore, its just respect. Since he had...
- Last I kept waking up every couple of hours after a sad dream. I did it all night. This mmorning I am stil nervouse i took some medicationfrom about 1.30 in the afternoon I wanted to go too bed for the day. Its now 5.15pm and I am still in the...
- last few days I have been inconsiderable anxiety. I had an appointment to see a doctor to do with a possible stroke. But I couldnt go as Emma was ill with nausea and feeling generally unwell. Cant say I wasnt annoyed about it I was, not that I...
- In a few days that being Monday Emma and I are going on a trip to her transplant clinic. We have to be up at 5am to get a taxi to the train station which will be the first train of the morning. It will be dark until about 7am. We then change...
- I've just com back from the optician and have been told I have a cataract in both eyes, but not advancced enough to operate, my right eye is now my dominant eye. In a bit of shock the last thing I was expecting!!
- I have fibromyalgia and am finding the pain is getting worse, especially at night I end up getting up reallly early in the morning because cant stamd lying there any longer, early is about 5.15 having taking panadol in the night and not really...
- It all started yesterday(Monday) we got in the car to get Emma from her day centre to find the car wouldnt even turn over. Luckily someone from the day centre was able to drop her back home. Well today it was taken to the garage to find out that...
- From the time I got up this morning I have felt on edge, with no break. We have had bad rain showers and some sunshine so I couldnt go for a walk to relax my tension. I've finished a book and started a new one. I feel on edge as I said,...
- I am feeling ok today, Emma and Gareth have gone to get her wheelchair fixed, he always goes far to early. I couldnt come due to not feeling too well, wish I could have. They are going to a shop and building society and bank. We are then going...
- We've been home a few days from vacation, now I feel so sad its bordering on depression. Gareth isnt well, wih a and has actually gone to bed. The reason for my depression iis the house, I dont like it. You walk in and there are a,load of...