momx3a
Status: Don't recall last time I've felt so low and alone!
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- I'm done dealing with all of the emotional pain in life. I'm ready to check our and end it all. I can't even think clearly enough about those im going to hurt in the process I'm just done. I've started by downing Xanax and I don't this alone with...
- I do not recall the last time I have felt so alone and low. I can not break away from the way I have been feeling. Life was good, had an awesome boyfriend/fiancee, great best friend, life goals, etc.. In a flash everything just changed. My best...
- LOL...I've kinda disappeared for awhile, sorry!! The girls and I are still doing great. The ex still bothers me from time to time. I'm not sure if he is stalking me or 'coincidental' that I see him quite often on my way to &/or work. He was stalking...
- I'm about to explode...He still messaging me saying all the things he knows to say to pull at my heart about my kids..I can't take this anymore. He know how my daughter felt about him and this is hurting me like hell...I should have NEVER left and...
- I just dont know what to think, do, say or anything anymore. The last few days I have been so full of stress, anger and sadness. I had to comfort my daughter last night because she started crying because she misses my ex's nephew, whom she was...
- Ive been so stressed with work I'm angry, exhausted and all of the above. When I get angry the first thing i wanna do is text the stupid ex and just go off! Is it that I'm still so hurt and angry with him that i wanna vent on him and give him a...
- I wasnt able to delete all the pictures off of my phone of the ex and I even tho i wanted too. I did however make another album titled do not look and moved them all to it until I'm really ready to delete them.
- So tonight i sat in my recliner for the first time simce leaving him...it smells like "our" now his home and I immediate broke out in tears. Is this normal? I mean I would think so because it reminds me of everything we once had.
- My head is spinning with thoughts and worry about tomorrow! I have no idea how this is all going to make me feel in the end. I dont know if I'll be.thankful to have my stuff or depressed because this is like the finale. Please send me your thoughts...
- Last night I was listening to some 80's music and I heard this song and OMG..I thought perfect theme song for this group! :)I'm sure most of you know this song and some may not...Twisted Sisters - We're Not Gonna Take...
- Just wanted to update everyone that Monday is moving day! I have decided not to show up (the advise of my womans abuse center court advocate). He does not want me there and if I show up its a very real possibility that he will get mad and not even...
- I was doing so great, even felt on top of the world for a few days and here I go again making my decend down to feeling horrible! I hate this, these downs are horrendous and make life so painful. I don't want to do anything but lay in bed and...
- I've been out of his house for almost 3 weeks now and still trying to get mine and my kids belongings...well this is going to get ugly soon!!He has refused to even allow me in the house!! I have been back once and ended up calling the police and he...
- As most know i left my abusive bf 2 1/2 weeks ago. He has had the nerve to ask if he could spend time with my daughter! Hell no! No way is that ever happening and by golly i told him that too! He said suit yourself like its hurting me or something...
- I've been gone for 2 weeks now, still do not have my belongings (he is refusing to give me my things) but..I've had the best monday!He has tried to drag me down and make me jealous (telling me stories about his supposid girlfriends) but i have not...