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Another year down since I posted last. I really need to get back in the swing of things in hopes that maybe something will help. It's an emotional roller coaster of shit for me.After years of this...

just trying to catch up a little here and keep track of whats going on. completely forgot to journal. last sunday had to have a papsmear in order to recieve a new birthcontrol perscription. while...

having an alright day. had some cramping this morning for some reason, but other then that i've been okay. just have an epic headache at the moment :( i think my head is confused with the weather....

i hurt. well currently i don't hurt that much due to medicine earlier, but still.  yesterday at work my manager had me unload the truck. i lifted way too much weight and dropped a box into my...

work was kind of difficult yesterday. pain started flaring up and i didn't have time to go out tot he car to take anything. by the end of shift i was really really glad. it was crampy and by the time...

Having a pretty good day so far. Had some pretty awful pain saturday night :( Drove to another city sat night to go out to dinner with my husband. Before that some spontaneous sex which is probably...

It's been a long damn time since I've been on this website.I really need to get some emotions out onto paper where they cannot hurt anyone I love.I don't care to play catch up and update this journal...

It's been a long damn time since I've been on this website.I really need to get some emotions out onto paper where they cannot hurt anyone I love.I don't care to play catch up and update this journal...

im fucking sick of this shit. i moved and im in a state that you would think would be great. i meet another doctor who this time seriously crushed me. just another fucking person saying no surgery....

so much has gone on since the last time i have been able to write.i guess i forgot about this site for some reason, since i've been so damn busy.i don't have hep C according to the dumbass doctors....

shoooot, i've been slacking when it comes to journaling. crap :( just got my period today. I'm so overwhelmed with joy i cannot begin to express it. not. i was sitting in my morning class today, and...

progress! so so happy. last night i thought i was going to have to go to the hospital. yesterday morning my right ovary started to hurt. by the evening OMFG i was in excruciating pain. i felt like i...

i feel like shit, total fucking shit.started getting pain last night before bed. took a bath, lit some candles, tried to relax to make the pain go away. it didn't and i ended up having to take one of...

im actually having a great day today!!!!!!i have NO pain today! my flow is nearing the end, so everything feels okay at the movement. no physical pain is always a plus in my book.my emotions seem to...

i'm having a good day physically, bad day emotionally. got my period yesterday, i feel like i'm going to die from fucking blood loss with how heavy this period is. went to CVS last night to buy a...