PROGRESS!!

progress! so so happy. last night i thought i was going to have to go to the hospital. yesterday morning my right ovary started to hurt. by the evening OMFG i was in excruciating pain. i felt like i was getting stabbed by multiple sharp knives. it was ridiculous. took oxy&cyclobenzapine (sp? muscle relaxer). thank goodness i had both of them, they seemed to have worked really well together. i was thinking that if the pain didn't stop soon id have to go to the hospital :( luckily the pills started kicking in, and i fell asleep early. today i feel better, just a bit fatigued and sore. 
i went to the doctor today. someone FINALLY listened to me. told her about my extreme pain with my endo, and she wrote me a prescription for tramadol. finally someone believed me that my pain is real, and that something so stupid as a tylenol isn't going to help me very much. what a relief to finally get prescribed something that will work. yeah, its only one bottle, no refills, but living for the moment its a very good thing. :)  
now i can quit going "oh is the pain reeeeeally that bad that i need to take a pill? or can i keep suffering it out" by the time i keep suffering trying to hold out, i'm in even worse pain. now i don't have to ration the living shit out of my pills. it's not like i plan on taking them every day, only when the pain is real bad.
i know i feel shitty when the doctor today told me my temp was 99.1 (I'm always 97.9) so thats high for me, and my blood pressure was jacked up a bit. ahhhh lame