been a few weeks

just trying to catch up a little here and keep track of whats going on. completely forgot to journal. 
last sunday had to have a papsmear in order to recieve a new birthcontrol perscription. while having that done the doctor figured out that i had a very bad yeast infection. not really news to me since i feel like theres always something wrong going on down there. she put me on two different medications. one i finished today, the other one finished tomorrow night. i hate how easily i can get infections. back in feb it was a UTI that put me in the hopsital, now a yeast infection. joy.
i'm in the process of waiting for my insurance to approve me seeing a physical therapist. i think it'll be really good for me to see someone again. maybe they will have some ideas to help cope with this pain better then i'm doing now.
i got a note from my doctor for work stating that i cannot lift more then 20lbs. i'll be handing that in at my shift tomorrow. it doesn't exclude me from doing the crappy unloading of the truck, but it does exclude me from having to do the heavy stuff. so thats good.
i had to call out of my shift this past saturday. felt bad the whole night trying to sleep, then by morning it was awful. ended up throwing up, dizzy, etc. i think it was part of the medicine that i got put on. tried to eat, threw up. went back to sleep. ate some and took a pill. went back to sleep again. i was back to functioning around noon-ish. the funny thing is since i felt bettter by the evening, went out with my husband and wound up running into my boss. i'm sure she'll give me shit for "claiming" to be sick because thats just the woman she is. but fuuuuck her. i know the truth. 
 
other then that currently doing okay. just hanging in there another day at a time.