IvryMarie
Status: Thank all of you who have helped me realize my worth and my strength. please read my latest journal entry (:
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Hi everyone, I know I haven't been on here in forever. and to be honest, its been so long i dont know what i have told you about and what I havent. So let me give you a little recap from the...
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as you all know, I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. What I dont think I have mentioned to anyone on here is that a few months ago I was sent to the hospital for an intentional...
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I miss the school days when I didn't have to worry about trying so hard in classes, when I could just go home and sit at my computer all day, not dealing with anyone. And what is weird is I also...
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I was raised to be open minded and accepting, and I respect others' views and opinions, until those views and opinions keep equality away from a very large portion of our citizens.My best friend...
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I feel like things are looking up for me. I take things day by day. Thats really all I can do. I'm getting someone important back in my life and I won't screw it up this time.He's important to me.My...
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How can you be so happy with where you have gotten yourself when you have done nothing to help those around you? Whether the world wants to admit it, we are all one. Our life is infinite. We are born...
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Wanna know the weirdest part about me? I can barely make the muscles on my face move enough to create a smile, when all I really wanna do is take too many sleeping pills and drown in drowsiness while...
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The pain in my chest is back. But even with that I finally found the words to say what I have been feeling for a little while now.I hate everything about this world we live in. I hate the society and...
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They should really have a theme for journal as numb. because it would be my choice 90% of the time. I don't know what I am. All I know is I want to hurt. Not emotionally, physically.I am tired of no...
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I remember what it was like when I felt like this before I would self harm in various ways and I really miss the rush that I would get from doing those things. Even the rush from hiding those things...
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I don't know what really to say. I have just been so numb lately. God how bad I want to feel something. I just cut and even then, still nothing, I almost started to get worked up but it quickyl...
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I am not exactly sure what you could consider my mood right now, perhaps enlightening. Once again, like forth night this week I have yet to go to bed, and I have done nothing but think.I am a people...
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Their words are like barriersIron, but not insurmountable.But I'm not strong enough yet,Weak from damage already done. The barriers restrict me from so much,Self esteem and everything I could...
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Leaving where I'm fromSo far in the pastIt's impossible to go back. Never settling downCraving loveBut never giving in. Riding awayIn the middle of the nightDisapearing in the chilly fog. No...
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Twisted mindAnd a broken soulLord knows what she'll doNot even she would know. She hidesBehind a veil so thickYou can't see her faceSave her, quick. For what's behind her maskIs destructive and...
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