idk

They should really have a theme for journal as numb. because it would be my choice 90% of the time. I don't know what I am. All I know is I want to hurt. Not emotionally, physically.
I am tired of no one around me noticing any of this. Its obvious when my moods change but everyone turns a blind eye. The only time they want anything to do with me is when I am bubbly and a happy character, not afraid of the spotlight. But when I need them to see me everyone shows how self centered they really are.