Numbing desperation
I don't know what really to say. I have just been so numb lately. God how bad I want to feel something. I just cut and even then, still nothing, I almost started to get worked up but it quickyl subsided. I just need to feel. Need to know I am alive. Right now I will take any emotion thrown at me. Anything but this desperation. Anything... Please.
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I have been reading each of your journal entries. I have not read a journal entry of anyone\'s in a while. I feel it is not a coincidence that I stumbled upon yours and took the time to read. You are a beautiful writer. You have touched me. The butterfly in a birdcage is so clear. The imagery is amazing. You are talented.
I know what that numbing feeling is like. I have been where you are. I want you to know that I am here. This is what this site is all about. You are not alone. Message me anytime. I mean it.