Outstanding1965

Last night I talked to may wife again. I asked to think about an idea I had. This idea was not for begging, not a reprieve, and not to delay our separation/divorce. I told her we are together for 22...

It’s looking like 2008 will be the year for my divorce. I talked to my wife tonight. I don’t think she has any hope left. I feel devastated. Even after all we’ve gone though. I thought the pain...

I’ve been with my wife for 22 1/2 years, married 19. We were very close at one time. We did everything together. She is / was my absolute best friend. This is what makes this extraordinarily hard....

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 It’s been months since my wife has said “I Love You” to me. I had stopped saying it to her because I know it makes her feel uncomfortable and I have a very hard time handling not hearing it...

I'v been thinking today... What really is happiness and how do you find it?

Not much going on. Not much change .....no worse. no better. We have not talked about us for a while, just going though the motions of life. So I'm not sure if this is good, bad or indefference. We...

I haven’t added a journal entry for all of November. I know it’s important to put our thoughts on paper, just been feeling down and I know it should be even more important when you feel down to...

 I'm re-posting this entry from 2 months ago. I need to remind myself.......-------------------------------------------------------------------------What do I want?   “You can't always get what...

Without hope what is there????

I just found this. I thought I'd share....... I believe -in the wisdom of- I believe I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter...

Just loaded a couple more pics. Two of them is me wearing an old 4XL shirt that I ues to wear back in 2005. The other two is me today at 219lbs wearing size 34 pants and large shirt. I'm very proud...

I just uploaded a picture of me from Sept 2005. I look a this picture and relize how far I've come. I was a sad broken soul. I had given up on life. I had given up on everything. I was 335+ lbs in...

I would like to discuss the issue of trust with my wife. In many relationships that fail, the lack of trust or the degree to which it has eroded plays a huge roll in it. I believe this is a...

This is something I found a while ago...thought i'd share.JUST FOR TODAY, I will live through this day only. I will not brood about yesterday or obsess about tomorrow. I will not set far-reaching...