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I'm having a bit of a rough day... Thinking about a lot of stuff... It's stuff that has been bothering me for a while. I wish I could talk about it with my wife. It is about us, things that happed a...

Who am I: All else aside that of being a husband, a father, a brother, a son, an uncle, a friend, a worker, a supervisor. If my marriage would end, who am I then, if I am no longer a husband? I am...

Not have a bad of a day today. I'm trying to keep prospective on the situation. Sometimes my mind wonders to things that have not even happened, and nor, may those scenarios in my head ever happen....

Having a bad day... the feelings of a failing marriage is returning; a feeling of uncertainty and sadness of emptiness. My wife has pulled away again. Things were going well until last Wednesday...

It's been a while since I wrote. I know, not good. This will not be a long entry. Things were going good, but over the last week things have been slipping backwards. It takes two to keep working on a...

Things have been going very good over the last week for us. I'm taking it one day at a time. I'm trying not to be become misleadingly optimistic. I realize we have many things to work though. Today...

Change is inevitable… No matter what we try to do, we can’t evade it. No matter whom you are. You can embrace it or fight it. It does not matter, it still will occur. Fight it and it can destroy...

I will explain more, but positive change has manifested itself. A paradigm shift has taken place between my wife and me. I BELIEVE IN MYSELF, I BELIEVE IN MY WIFE, I BELIEVE IN OUR MARRIAGE!

              Have you ever felt that life is about to shift, meaning you were just traveling along this road; there was no option to turn, no other roads to take. You were wondering how...

This entry may seem a bit confusing but here it goes; ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????.......... It’s just the way I feel today….. Confused J

This morning I was feeling good, relatively speaking, and trying to keep things in prospective. I was up beat and all that good stuff. Then my mind began to drift and thinking about how lonely it...

 What do I want?  Continued….  “You can't always get what you wantand if you try sometimes you findyou get what you need” Rolling Stones  What we want is one thing. What we get is usually...

What do I want?   I want a marriage; in which two people are truly striving to make it work, where there is mutual passion, trust, friendship, respect, encouragement, openness, no secrets,...

 I guess today wasn't a bad day ether. It was uneventful, that’s good considering, just more of the same. My wife is so undecided. She says she is confused and has lots on her mind. Her chronic...

Saturday was a good day, but somewhat confusing. It started very, early got up at 3am. I took my amazingly talented daughter to Philadelphia to register for Monday’s American Idle tryout. She...