Outstanding1965

How are things? ….moving along…. I feeling sad and feeling I’m missing a part of my life but, I have not been overwhelmed for a few days. Maybe I’m beginning to accept this reality I’m in....

Not much has changed. My wife has not changed her mind so far about us. I guess, I get a little hopful at times. I shouldn't do that to myself. I'm going to another meetup goup tomorrow. This one is...

There's been a bunch of things happened over the last few days. My wife and I have had several talks. I’m not sure what this all means. I do think considering some of the conversations we’ve had,...

We had a very interesting conversation last night. It turned into a very open, honest and deep conversation about issues known and unknown that have affected us for many years. It was the type of...

Very hard, very sad..... We are going to tell the kids tonight about the divorce tonight........

I think the realization that it's over is setting in. I feel like shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HER FOR GIVING UP ON US, OUR FAMILY. I HOPE SHE'S HAPPY WITH HER SINGLE...

I'm having a hard time coming to the realization that it is over. I'm losing my wife, my best friend, lover, and my family is going to be torn apart. We just had an argument. We are going to tell the...

Here we are at the end of another year. We have all gone though the gamut of emotions this past year. We are all at different stages in this thing we call life. 2007 is over, although the pain will...

This is a Journal entry I made on Aug 29, 07. I need to remind myself of this, as painful as it is.  What do I want?  Continued….  “You can't always get what you wantand if you try sometimes...

I can't type much right now, I'm to upset. I got my answer ( I knew what it was going to be ). It's time for us to move on. She can not commit to working on us. She really never had. She admitted...

I'm having a hard time right now. Here is a journal entry I made many months ago. I needed to remind myself of this again........Change is inevitable… No matter what we try to do, we can’t evade...

Not a good night sleep again. Woke up with all kinds of thoughts running though my head.... The Why's, the if's, the how's, the should's. I was getting very upset. Then I started feeling angry.... I...

I'm such a wreck... I didn't sleep much last night and I'm sure what sleep I did get was not restful. I'm still waiting for an answer.... The longer it takes the more my hope is leaving. All kind of...