I can't type much right now, I'm to upset. I got my answer ( I knew what it was going to be ). It's time for us to move on. She can not commit to working on us. She really never had. She admitted that in the fall.

My heart is ripped out of my soul. I must now figure out how to grieve my loss. I will have to figure out how to let the love I have for her become a different kind of love. A friendship type of love, not a love of a soul. HOW>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>