How are things? ….moving along…. I feeling sad and feeling I’m missing a part of my life but, I have not been overwhelmed for a few days. Maybe I’m beginning to accept this reality I’m in. It’s not my life of conscious thoughts. It’s not where I want to be. My life, of where I am and how I got here is one of many unconscious thoughts but, also that of many conscious actions, those of good and those of bad. What is meant to be, is meant to be. I can only work on my conscious and unconscious thoughts. Those thoughts influence ourselves and everyone we come in contact with. I will continue to become stronger and grow. Despite the pain and emptiness I’m feeling right now.  I went out with the new Meetup group I joined last night. I had a fun time. They were a great group of people. It was as though we had been friends before. Everyone was very sociable. I think it ended up with about 14 of us. The group was called “Transitions”. It’s for people who are somewhere in that process of separation, divorced or recently divorced. It was nice to talk and hears others stories. But, beyond that it was a great time just talk about whatever, to meet other people and hopefully to begin making new friends.It also gave me some insight about me. Despite how I would like things to turn out, I will be able to move on. I will get out, meet new people, and make new friend. My life will improve, by getting out it begins to remove my self-doubts of who I  am and how I will be able to move on.  …..One day at a time.