Alliegator

I just need to get back a grade on one more final!

I am finished with summer quarter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Now I just have to pack and move today and my stress will be gone :D

I HATE studying.  I am so sick of doing this. I can barely motivate myself but I am worried about failing.  I want to just put it off until tomorrow before the test.  UGH.  I hate doing this so...

All I ever want to do lately is sleep.  I will sleep 10 hours at night and then need to take a nap during the day.  I don't have time to be doing this.  I have about 4-6 hours of work tonight and...

I ended up having a pretty good day over all.  I accomplished some reading and a paper and I started a study guide.  I probably could have done some more work but it is okay.  I was able to take a...

I just took a four hour nap.  I feel sooooo much better.  I am a little worried because I wasn't planning on waiting until it was this late to work on my homework but it is okay.  I'm just glad I...

I feel extremely agitated and fat.

I am hypomanic.  Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Well I finally started working on my paper.  It has been assigned since the first day of the quarter and due tomorrow.  I mean I only waited 10 weeks to do it.  nbd right?  Haha.  Oh welllll....

I have been thinking about this cutting thing a lot today.  I have talked to my friends and listened to all of you who are supporting me.  I didn't realize how in denial I was.  Cutting didn't...

I just re-read my journal post from last night.  I didn't even remember writing it when I woke up this morning.  That happens a lot when I am on ambien.  Anyway, I had no idea how bad I was.  I...

Writing a journal entry while I am on ambien may not be the best idea.  But here it goes.  I cut again today it is much worse than yesterdays cuts.  I have 6 bad ones and 4 oka ones on my hip and...

I just cut.  :(  I have only cut twice in the past year and a half.  I just want to keep doing it.  I think I am falling apart.