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- My husband was admitted to hospital at the end of May with pneumonia, it was then that we found out he had a left bundle branch block that the dr said was unfixable. They had him on the cardiology floor for 4 days. He went to see the cardiologist...
- It is one of the most difficult realizations that you are nothing to your child, it is the truth and it shall never change....I wish I was never born....tonight the pain is horrible
- Today I give you up, I can no longer ask God for you to love me. He can’t make you, I can no longer ask for anything from you, because in your heart you do not love me. I raise the flag of surrender. I am defeated, but it won’t be forever. I’m...
- Well, I sent her a happy 30th birthday and have a great day!....it went ignored. I guess this is the end of the road, no kids this week either. If anyone on here remembers I said she only drops the kids off when she needs somebody,well I guess she...
- I understand and feel the wonderful message of let them walk, however with ED birthday coming up I feel sadness. I know this will pass. On the other board of Peace there is an EC that posted. It seems they form groups that can't forgive or won't...
- I think there is a common thread among the EC. I think that most of us parents have tried to understand and live in peace with our EC and we have apologized for what we have done wrong and they have never apologized for what they do wrong. They...
- So hubby is home from hospital, ED doesn't talk to him, drops kids off for what I said would be a visit for a couple of hours, she left them for 6. Hubby is not well. I address her on her stressing her dad out and she said she can't forgive him for...
- My husband became quite sick on the weekend. Went to the clinic, got antibiotics, sicker 2 days later, went to family dr. ok, get a chest x ray and blood work. Came home from work Tuesday night he has a temp of 104. Ambulance takes him to emergency ...
- I hope all the ED that are putting us through this will enjoy Mothers day with their children. One day what goes around will come around and I for one do not want to hear the whining. ED: how nice it is that you are the near perfect mom! May your...
- Okay so numbness was the feeling for the weekend. The last 24 hours I have felt like trash, dumped, throw and tossed aside. Today I hurt, today I realize that I am nothing to her
- I have come to the conclusion that I need to leave the door closed. I honestly do not think God wants me to be continually battered. After this second slamming me out of her life and treating me with such lack of respect but just to use me, I...
- Nearly a year ago we reconciled. She was so sorry for what she said. Well here we are less than a year later, thrown under the bus. Guess what, I do not care anymore. How can you care about someone who only wants to use you and make you feel like...
- This past weekend I was at one of the lowest points of my life. I want to thank all of you who carried me through in prayer. I was ashamedly angry with God over what is human choice. I have never felt so distant, it was the darkest I have felt since...
- Today I found out my husband nailed the coffin shut on the ED's ever coming back. He was soooooooooooo mad that he said to her I'm so mad at you I could knock you out. I hadn't heard it and just found out today, we had a huge fight. I have decided...
- I emailed my ED, because to be honest none of this makes any sense to me. I am sitting her shaking, afraid of the response....I am a total nervous wreck, waiting for a response.