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The husband is driving team for the next couple of weeks with his step dad.  It scares me because his family has never liked me and always tried to break us up.  I want him to have time with his...

With being only a few days from being a month away from the surgery I am really starting to get nervous about the whole thing.  I know in my heart and whole being that this is the right decision for...

I started this goal a little after starting my journey and to date I have lost 30 pounds on the journey.  For this goal I have lost 20 and I am so rocking and happy.  

Finally made it to my last pre-op appointment and tomorrow I have a nuclear stress test which is the last key to the whole saga.  But I am done with the waiting for pre-surgery stuff.  This is so...

I am so sick of people blaming my little boy for things he didn't do.  It seems like he is an easy target for people.  Yes he is five and doesn't speak really well and doesn't understand that...

working on my list of new questions for the doctor when I see him again on Tuesday.  

I sometimes wonder why I am doing this and then remember it is for my health.  So many days pass when I just don't feel good that I just don't care any longer about what happens.  I know that is...

I have realized that the last few weeks I have been walking around in two modes. One being excitement about pending changes and the other is complete fear.   I know that it is normal to be fearful...

I have at this time accomplished almost half the waiting time.  I have attended every face to face support group meeting, I attended a four week course on learning new behaviors and coping for this...

I woke up this morning and actually felt better.  I know there are things that I still need to work through but you know there was that pain of being raped that really held me back.  I didn't...

I have realized that there are things that I need to work through and have started doing some sorting through the emotional closet.  There are two things currently on the list that I need to deal...

Well I am still sick to my stomach pretty bad but at least I have put in enough liquids to know that I will be able to at least stay away from the hospital.  I just need to be careful and if I start...

Once again I am sick.  Once again I have fallen outside while doing normal stuff.  Thankfully this time when I fell I didn't really hurt myself but geesh when will it end.  I so tired of being...

I had physical therapy today and I really enjoyed it in the pool but after everyone left I was allowed to remain in the pool to work on exercises a little longer.  I really think that I pushed...

Someone told me that I need to take some time for just me.  Not working on my house, not taking care of my family, just relax for me.  RIGHT like that is going to work.  I may be married but my...