I hate people sometimes

I am so sick of people blaming my little boy for things he didn't do.  It seems like he is an easy target for people.  Yes he is five and doesn't speak really well and doesn't understand that people are blaming him for things.  People and even other older kids who are perfectly fine and are the ones who caused the problem so easily avoid the blame by shifting it to him.  It makes me so damn mad.  I just want to close him away from the world and protect him from all those people.  It makes me very irritated and in the mood to hurt people very badly when they take advantage of his loving and innocent nature.  My mother bear nature wants to come out and hurt those that threaten my baby.  It doesn't matter that he isn't my biological child and he is adopted he is my baby and people better stop using him.  When I finally have the surgery and start feeling better people are going to see a whole different side to me.  I won't depend on anyone else for help because I am to sick or hurting to bad to be able to do things for myself.  Mark my words October 17 is going to be the day that everyone is going to know was the day that changed Eleanor.