deepdark

Waiting for the antidepressant to kick in. Will it? These are the darkest days I feel I've ever spent. With it comes shame & guilt. My mother says snap out of it there are people who have worse...

I do beleive I had hit my bottom. Yesterday at 3 am to be exact. Why is nobody responding to my entries? It hurts but it is. I'll talk to myself then just to hear myself think lolAnyway since I am...

It's on my insurance records therefore I'm ineligible for a vast amount of treatments. And I'm taking bipolar meds that clearly aren't workingi wonder now if I just stated I'm bipolar or if I was...

Last time I spoke to my dr I spoke of my overwhelming anxiety. He prescribed something that my angst seems to burn off but I suppose takes the edge off. With my anxiety soothed a bit my depression...

I went to bed seething with the anger that I wear like an outfit everyday of my life. I had my tantrum for everyone to see I literally couldn't help myself  I can never help myself. I can't help...

I went on my first outing since COVID started. I went w my family to an apple orchid. I came here a couple of years ago w my husband( ex at the time) and oldest daughter when I was visiting ny and...

I have a therapist that I don't really like I really don't   I'm feeling alone on the edge of a cliff w no one & nothing to catch me. She will reply to me " well you are & you don't " lol. I'm not...