TC40
Status: Extremely irritable
Mood:
Horrible
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- First..update....Temp job turned out to be a day assignment. When the boss got there (I was told to arrive at 8:00 and no one was there!)...the boss looked at me and said "who are you"? The staffing co never told her I was coming. There was also a...
- I am starting a new (but temporary) job on Friday. I don't know how long it will last. But it is money. I am also planning on working at the original job (the one that was supposed to start on November 30). I was told I could work part time. I am...
- I don't know how much more I can take. I haven't had any income sine November 13 th. I was supposed to start a job yesterday, but I was told that the start date is now the 7th. I don't know what I am going to do. I had to beg my landlord to use my...
- I am ready to die. I wish that God would take me today. I am already dead inside and have been for a long time. I am a depressed person carrying around a huge body. I eat because i don't care anymore. I am so lost inside. I dob't understand why this...
- I did end up going to my aunt's house. I wish I had stayed home alone. I just couldn't get myself to socialize. It was also like 200 degrees in there because there were 50 people crammed in a small house. I found myself sitting in my aunt's sewing...
- Yesterday, I had an interview....err. I mean "audition"...they had me come in to shadow the department. The lady I "shadowed" was a complete B****. I wouldn't WANT to work there. So today, I have ANOTHER interview with another company. Ugggg. It is...
- So....I have three choices:1. Go to aunt & uncle's house where I was invited. They live kinda far away and I am trying to be careful about my gas usage because I am, well, broke.2. Go to my mother and her husband's house where I will be treated...
- I know I keep talking about the same crap, but I feel like I am drowning. I am mentally exhausted. I want to just give up. I had another session with mommy dearest that resulted in her tearing me apart verbally about everything from my weight to...
- I have arthritis in my back, legs and knees. I woke up to throbbing pain. I had to go do laundry. By the time I got done, I was almost crying because I hurt so bad. We are having a weather change where I live and I think I am having a flare up...
- I am REALLLLLLY dreading the holiday season. It is making the depression I am feeling feel THAT much worse. It is supposed to be a "happy family time". I HATE the commercialized aspect. It makes me ill. I choose to continue to focus on the birth of...
- I wrote yesterday about my job situation. Obviously I am already stressed My mother starts in with a verbal attack today...saying stuff like "I have never seen you get this low financially. I think you are doing this because you want handouts. ...
- I didn't get the job. I had two interviews. I had to contact THEM. I got a voicemail from them saying to give them a call. I called back thinking that it was going to result in a positive outcome. She told me they went with a "more qualified...
- I have very little money left and don't know WTH I am going to do. My mother told me I can't even sleep on her floor if I lose my apartment. I don't want to accept her help anyway because she and her husband are extremely toxic. I am in a bad frame...
- How I hate thee.....I had an attack tonight. Pain, nausea, diarrhea and vomiting. Sorry for TMI. I laid down and woke up feeling better. I just ate something. I need to have my gallbladder removed. I have Medicaid, BUT....I have no income right...
- I had an interview on Monday. My personal references were contacted, which I "think" is a good sign??? I am so tired of feeling so stressed. I was supposed to get my last check today from my temp job that ended last Friday. It didn't come and I...