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Freaking out about to lose it all

TC40
TC40
I have very little money left and don't know WTH I am going to do. My mother told me I can't even sleep on her floor if I lose my apartment. I don't want to accept her help anyway because she and her husband are extremely toxic. I am in a bad frame of mind. I am being kept company by my good friend Xanax. I just know what I'm going to. I am so tired of feeling like such a loser.
polarbare
polarbare
is there a financial assistance office in your area like welfare.... I live in Canada and we have several choices if your in need... ((hugs)) polar
TC40
TC40
I wish I was dead
MayB
MayB
I'm sorry TC...

But is there any assistance you can qualify for do that you don't end up homeless?
beckyp
beckyp
You are not a loser! You have just hit a hard spot. It will get better. I hope you can find some help from the state. Welfare or something like that, like polar said. There are food banks that can provide you with food. Check online for one in your area. Hugs to you.
spacekat
spacekat
Oh, TC - YOU are beautiful - you are not a loser and polarbare has a good point -- is thee a welfare office near where you live? We have a state-sponsored Medicaid program that YOU would definitely qualify for. Have you tried applying for assistance? Do they have that where you live? Big hugs!
squeaker1231
squeaker1231
I can relate to your crisis but my biggest concern is you wishing you were dead. My first question is do you really want to die or just not go through the situation you are in. If in fact you fee suicidal please,please,get some help immediately. There are so many situations that seem to have no solutions an not knowing where to turn. I do not know where you live but our food bank, DOSS department and unemployment department usually have lists of resources and where to turn. Also in the front of some phone books there is a crisis line available that also usually has a mountain of information. I will keep you in my prayers and hope the best. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET TO SEEK HELP AT LOCAL EMERGENCY ROOM IF FEELING SUICIDAL.
JennS
JennS
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Everyone is right . You're not a loser. These things happen sometimes. I agree with everyone that getting help such as welfare is a good idea.
Here are some big HUGS for you.
theatrediva
theatrediva
Hey TC you are not a loser. You are just having a hard time. It happens to all of us at one time or another in our lives. I do hope things get better. I am thinking of you. Hugs
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