Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am ready to die. I wish that God would take me today. I am already dead inside and have been for a long time. I am a depressed person carrying around a huge body. I eat because i don't care anymore. I am so lost inside. I dob't understand why this is happening or even WHAT is happeninf. If you pray, can you please pray for me?? Thank you.
MayB
Gotcha on the prayer list TC! Let's hold a miracle comes before the death angel!
TC40
I am presently in the parking lot of the marina in which i have always thought would be "the spot" i walked out onto the pier, where I could have jumped into the very very cold and deep water. It is 39 degrees today. Instead of jumping, i prayed. Prayed for peace and for Him to show me the way. To please help me pull out of this awful cycle that I am in. And then i just stood there, watching and listening to the wavesat this present moment, i feel at peace. I pray for it to continue. Thank you for listening.
tommymott
I will think positive thoughts that you can tolerate your mood and attitude since there are better days ahead and it would be a shame if you missed them.
BabyShelby
Prayers coming up, TC. Wrap that sense of peace around you like a cuddly warm blanket and believe there will be a rainbow at the end of this storm.
darkenedheart
So glad you found some peace. Sorry to hear you were suicidal. Part of you wants to live because you didn't jump off the pier. I hear you about dragging your body around its horrible isn't it, the depression.
Nester4U
TC I'm going to continually pray for a lift and shift in your mood and feelings of well-being. So glad you found peace in the sound of the waves and didn't give in to the lies of depression. BIG HUGS!!
spacekat
TC - My heart goes out to you - please see the good in what there is around you. Life is so much more than these moments, it is so much bigger, there is so much else. Sending love and healing light to you, dear TC.
Autumn111269
Praying for you and hoping things get better soon!!
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