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I am back friends. I had a baby last year. Never in my life did I think God would bless me with another child. I have a healthy 1 year old baby girl. I also decideds I wanted to get better and I am...

I am back friends. I had a baby last year. Never in my life did I think God would bless me with another child. I have a healthy 1 year old baby girl. I also decideds I wanted to get better and I am...

Life sucks as usual. Been puttingof my next surgery. Just can;t deal with it right now.Then the agony of waiting for results. SOmetimes, i guess I don't really want to know if the tunmors are back,...

Found another specialist for the neuroendocrine tumors and will see heron April 2nd. i am nervous and maybe thereis hope for some quality of life while I am still here. I am not afraid of death. You...

Life has definitely been a rollercoaster. I have not written anything since December. I have been selfish just thinking about myself and being sick. I found out in January that I have carcinoid in my...

Found another specialist for the neuroendocrine tumors and will see heron April 2nd. i am nervous and maybe thereis hope for some quality of life while I am still here. I am not afraid of death. You...

Life has definitely been a rollercoaster. I have not written anything since December. I have been selfish just thinking about myself and being sick. I found out in January that I have carcinoid in my...

I am back friends. I had a baby last year. Never in my life did I think God would bless me with another child. I have a healthy 1 year old baby girl. I also decideds I wanted to get better and I am...

Life sucks as usual. Been puttingof my next surgery. Just can;t deal with it right now.Then the agony of waiting for results. SOmetimes, i guess I don't really want to know if the tunmors are back,...

Found another specialist for the neuroendocrine tumors and will see heron April 2nd. i am nervous and maybe thereis hope for some quality of life while I am still here. I am not afraid of death. You...

Life has definitely been a rollercoaster. I have not written anything since December. I have been selfish just thinking about myself and being sick. I found out in January that I have carcinoid in my...

Haven't written anything in a while, not because I have mothing to say, but because depression has really taken over my life. My counsler referred me to a psychaiatrist. This was a shoick to me. I...

Life is so hard. Struggling with severe derpression. Just can't find any joy in life. I feel so sad all the time. This virus is just killing me. I hate the thought of it some day turning into cancer....

This week was very diffuclt but I got through it. Still not feeling so great, just plain tired of life. I hope things will get betetr soon. Today, I just feel sorry for myself, I know there are...

Today is my husband's birthday. Birthdays will never be the same witout our daughter. Lief is so hard and a challenge every day . I know she is watching  over but I miss her hugs, love and laughter....