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I've been sick with an ear infection for teh past 2 days. Things just keep coming up. Today I finally found out my HPV is high risk. No symtoms though. Taked to my doctor and he said come back in a...

I've been sick for the last 2 days , fever and allergies. I am feeling better today. I guess depression just makes your immune system so messed up, and the HPV is a good depression trigger. Another...

I just dion't know how I feel today. I am deeply depressed. I just can't understand why my life is so sad. I wonder if things will ever get tolerable. I look forward to teh day I will se my family...

Today sucks. Delivered back packs with school supplies to underpriveledged kids. I got so depressed. All I could think about was how I wish it was Sammy and that she was going to school and how...

Got a smaller dose of iron pills today and another B12 shot. Hope this works.

Not doing good at all today. Started taking the iron pills for anemia and I feel so out of breath and my stomach is just killing me. The pain has been awful. Can;t even eat without feeling bloadted...

Today is another day. Feeling a little better after my B12 shoot, at least it helps with the tired feeling I get. I felt like I was going color blind already from the anemia. Its' so hard to go on...

Struggling, diagnosed with severe anemia and severe deppression. This is just unbelieveable and on top of this having to deal with HPV. This is so depressing. Life is no challenging. SOmetimes I just...

I had a very rough weekend. Lots of crying just depressed about life and missing my daughter. I do know that I will see her some day in heaven. I look forward to that day. For now, all I can do is...

Another bad day. Diagnosed withsevere anemia today. Had an ansar test and will get the results next week. I'm still having panick attacks and depression has kicked in full speed. Really confused. I...

Had a bad day yestaerday. I went to the doctor, just feeling really tired and I have had alot of pelvic pain. I had my iud removed a week ago and I am still feeling the cramping. The doctor is trying...

Today I felt really sick and depreseed. My pelvic pain was really bad. I just couldn't get out of bed. I took Motrin and went back to bed. I slept 8 hours straight. Depression is really getting to...

I am still in shock. I just found out friday that I have HPV. I would have never thought this could happpen to me in a million years. Now, that I am through the initial shock my heart aches for...