keepitsimple39
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- i went to a AA meeting this afternoon today, i mentioned it in my outpatient group meeting and a younger guy said we can go at noon. i did try to talk myself out of it by saying, wont they be angry if we come in late? he said, nope, we are going. so...
- tried posting this over in the depression section and was ignored, nice isnt it? what is the difference from being drunk and depressed and being sober and depressed? i just have the realization that there are things i will never have again in my...
- what is the difference from being drunk and depressed and being sober and depressed? i just have the realization that there are things i will never have again in my life because of my age and it depresses the ever loving heck out of me. i realize...
- i am so sick and tired of being angry and miserable along with not drinking, id rather be hungover and shaking, at least i know where my misery comes from. i try and use the website for help but every time i speak how i feel i get the feeling that...
- who is this piece of shit trying to mess with my mind, i swear to god almighty if i was to find them i would make sure they would never do it again. Greetings, My name is carolin, i saw your profile today at (www.dailystrength.org)and became...
- what is the use of trying when everyone around you has a "god" complex and thinks they are the end all be all of recovery? it sickens me to sit here and have people pm me with their high and mighty values. strangers forcing others to do as they say,...
- its not the question of shooting it, its where to put it so i wont wake up again ever.
- i dont understand my life anymore, all i do is drink every couple of days and on the days i dont i sleep all day. i am scared to go outside, honestly i dont even want to unless i am getting booze or drugs. just like today, i had not had a drink...
- there is nothing but pain, anger, hurt, depression, destruction, addiction, suffering in my life. nothing good has ever come out of it, 40 years of nothing, all i want is to find a nice clean exit from this place, there is nothing left for me.
- no matter what i do physically, change how i eat, stayaway from negative people, stay positive, i still get mentally depressed every time i see couples together. it could be a reality show on TV, and NO not that garbage about those new jersey...
- just wanted to share with the group that i am celebrating my 40th birthday today (officially tomorrow). i am having a great day and there is nothing that can ruin it right now.
- so i have deprived myself for the last 2 months no sweets, like candy, cookies etc. tonight all of a sudden i couldnt take it anymore and bought 2lbs of m&ms and went nuts eating them. is this normal?
- so i have not seen a doctor for any of my issues in years, but i have finally said to myself i can not do this alone anymore. so on friday i called to make a appointment and the person i needed to speak to was not in. now today i called and was told...
- i tried to do some ab crunches by laying on the floor and i really wasn't able to crunch. is there a better way to work on them without straining my butt off?
- so i had been trying to put this off because i dont want to post all the time and make myself look like a whine ass. my frig broke down about a week ago and the family member i live with refuses to get rid of it and get a used one from the salvation...