Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
i went to a AA meeting this afternoon today, i mentioned it in my outpatient group meeting and a younger guy said we can go at noon. i did try to talk myself out of it by saying, wont they be angry if we come in late? he said, nope, we are going. so i went, yes i was extremely nervous in the room so i just sat back and listened. some of the stories were funny so i did smile a couple of times. once the meeting was done i left quick, i am sure that probably isnt the best thing but i really needed to get out of there. so yes, i did it, it didnt hurt and nobody yelled at me, just wanted to share with the group.
You put a smile on my face this morning when I read you smiled a few times - I hope my smile can make you conjur up your smile again (maybe recall the funny story?).
Can this younger fellow go with you again? Sounds like his prodding helped to get you there.
And, I don't think it's bad that you left after it was over - maybe next time - you can stay an extra couple of minutes to observe, and see someone you may be able to relate to at the next meeting after that? baby steps are always good when we're in new or scarey territory.
Try to keep smiling, and pushing yourself in a positive direction. I commend you on your sobriety - I hope one day soon, the 'happy' part of it kicks in for you! I was feeling much better after the first month.
You went and that is a big step.
Koyu
Good for you.