keepitsimple39
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- yet another day and night will pass and i can not stay sober at all. i am deathly scared to get straight because when i am sober i can not stand myself and i just hide away and close myself off to everything/everyone. i dont have anyone in my life...
- that is right, i said it, why? because there is no alternative when your life is crashing down around you and nobody is willing to help even when you seek it out. so yea, today, tomorrow, the next day, shoot maybe even a whole week being drunk and...
- what is the friggen use of trying to be positive when all i get is negative back. so i can barely afford to eat in a month because of my fixed income and special diet. now the god blessed fridge has broke down and i dont have money to get it fixed...
- well over the last 5 days i have been without my blood pressure meds and when i did finally get a prescription i had 2 gigs to roadie for. after back to back gigs my body is sore as all hell. is it ok just to take a couple days off to recover cause...
- i went to the pharmacy today to pick up my last refill and was told it had expired 3 days ago. so i went down to my doctors office only to find out they are closed on Fridays, i never received a letter telling me of this change. what am i suppose to...
- so almost every website i have read or posts on a forum has mentioned plateauing when we exercise. ok i cant afford a gym membership nor would i want to be around people when i suffer from social phobia. all i have is a exercise bike 5 times a week,...
- ok so today i was able to find a cheap weight scale and weigh myself, a whopping 250lbs and i was shocked. for the last month i have changed my diet completely been drinking more water and exercising 30 mins a day for 5 days a week. i dont know if i...
- i wanted to know if it was ok to cheat once in a while? i broke down this morning and have 2 egg mcmuffins and 2 hash browns from mcdonalds this morning. also, what kind of juice can i buy that is actually good for me, or should i just use my juicer...
- i have been exercising now for 3 weeks and as i dont expect immediate results i just wonder if i am progressing? why should we have to count calories in the healthy food we eat? i have totally changed my diet and eat more fruits/veggies all the...
- sick and tired of trying to ask women out on a nice date and have them agree at first and then just blow me off when the time comes. no phone call, they wont answer the phone, no explanation in case there was a emergency or nothing. i have now...
- so i took some peoples advice and went out and bought a bunch of fruits and veggies along with some chicken and tuna. now what do i do? i have never done this before i am lost and getting frustrated by the minute, can anyone help me please? i dont...
- i am sure i have mentioned this before but i have tried to manage my whole 150.00 for a months worth of food and end up getting about 2 weeks worth. how can i afford to eat healthy when i cant afford too? i live in NY and the prices of everything is...
- i want to start eating better but i only have 150.00 a month to do so. is it possible for me to eat healthy and afford that type of stuff on a fixed income? because it seems the only things that are cheap is the nasty sodium riddled food.
- i have been reading a lot in my posts that i first need to love myself, i am probably going to sound like a idiot when i ask, what does that even mean?
- i feel as if i have told this stupid story so many times and yet here i am still all F---ED up. i have been a drinker since i was 17 years old and i am still going at 39, close to 40 now. that to me seems like a lot of years of slowly killing...