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• Depression
  

  acceptance

  Posted by: rustywires

  Last Reply: tonisora 12/15/2018

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  so i think my sister is the cause of my depression. she calls me fat and ugly. she's always putting me down for my achievements, like good grades or me hitting my year mark last year for staying self-harm free. she said "it's not that big of a deal, chill out." but of course, there are no more celebrations for staying self-harm free, because she's pushed me to cut again. i try to be nice to her, but she just doesn't have a single fiber of respectfullness in her. she loves making other people...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Like

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  Posted: 12/14/2018

  rustywires liked the discussion a letter to my past self.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/14/2018

  rustywires became friends with apnahumsafar.com.

• Depression
  

  a letter to my past self

  Posted by: rustywires

  Last Reply: eli_mom 12/15/2018

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  dear past self,i get it. i do. i get it now. you hurt. and that's ok. it's ok to be hurt. don't be scared to admit it. pain is normal. and in a way, pain is even good. it teaches you to laugh and realize when you're happy and when you aren't. which changes a lot huh, you bipolar weirdo?and your love of anime- don't use your culture and heritage as a japanese girl as an excuse to watch it. you like it and that's fine. you shouldn't be scared of what you enjoy. you can love whatever you want. who...

• Diets & Weight Maintenance
  

  Discussion Like

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  Posted: 12/13/2018

  rustywires liked the discussion Week Three, day five.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/12/2018

  rustywires became friends with Healthcare7567.

• Depression
  

  he saw

  Posted by: rustywires

  Last Reply: eli_mom 12/12/2018

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  so today i stupidly decided to wear long shorts to my best friend's house. they rode up my leg a bit, and he saw the fresh cuts and the only thing he said was "why? why why why?" and i explained to him the things my mother says to me and how she treats me and how she's practically doing this to me. and his response is why i'm writing this. he says to me, "nobody deserves pain. not you, not anyone. the things your mom says- don't take them to heart. you're fragile on the inside, i can see that....

• Depression
  

  my life is a merry-go-round

  Posted by: rustywires

  Last Reply: Restful 12/10/2018

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  you 've been waiting all day to go on the merry-go-round. you choose the prettiest horse you could find that wasn't already taken by somebody else. the ride starts and your stomach jumps when the swirl of lights hums to life, and the classic carnival music pours from each of the four speakers carefully placed around the carousel. you look to your right and see streaks of purple, yellow, red, and green dancing backwards as you race by on your beautiful white steed with golden reigns. as you...

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  Posted: 12/10/2018

  rustywires joined the group Diets & Weight Maintenance.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/10/2018

  rustywires joined the group Anxiety.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/10/2018

  rustywires joined the group Depression.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/10/2018

  rustywires joined the group Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/10/2018

  rustywires became friends with TeamDS.