Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
dear past self,
i get it. i do. i get it now. you hurt. and that's ok. it's ok to be hurt. don't be scared to admit it. pain is normal. and in a way, pain is even good. it teaches you to laugh and realize when you're happy and when you aren't. which changes a lot huh, you bipolar weirdo?
and your love of anime- don't use your culture and heritage as a japanese girl as an excuse to watch it. you like it and that's fine. you shouldn't be scared of what you enjoy. you can love whatever you want. who cares if that one girl from your geometry class in eigth grade was shaming those who like it?! what does she have on you? she's nobody to you. so why are you affected by her words?
a word of advice- just live by two simple rules to keep yourself out of unwanted school drama: 1. don't care to much. 2. shut up. it's really that simple. there's no drama if you just walk away. unfortunately, it took me about 2-3 years to learn to live by these rules.
you know how you're debating on joining theatre class right about now? do it! it's fun! if you joined then, i wouldn't be in advanced theatre as a junior, but an ap honors thespian. so i guess i only have myself to blame.
questioning your sexuality is ok! it's ok if girls like girls only or girls or boys or gender fluids. it's ok to be gay! so don't beat yourself up about questioning who you're attracted to right now. you've got a whole lifetime to figure it out.
remember ben? of course you remember ben. he was our best friend. but do you also remember the day that you were going to invite to the carnival but decided not to? and how the same day he was killed in his home by a money hungry thief? stop blaiming yourself for it! it isn't your fault. you didn't make that guy kill ben. stop harming yourself and wishing you were dead because of it. it's anything but your fault. so put the blade down and breathe. ben loved you, and he always will. nothing will change that. not even his death.
and finally, don't give up on drawing!! trust me, you get really good in the future! so make sure you pay attention in art classes. also, anime drawing: enjoy it. cause in the future, they'll be realistic as hell.
don't give up and always remember: things will get better
sincerely, future you.
I hope you are doing great today!
I'm glad you are determined not to give up on your dreams.
I agree, no matter what happens in life, things will get better because problems are temporary. Take care and I hope you will stay strong. You are in my prayers, God bless.