krazykatt58
Status: another fight with insurance company and school district becayse if speech therapy for Jaqui
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Two weeks of insanity, binging, insane thoughts racing, and finally complete breakdown withthe "flu" where I had to rest my mind for over 5 days. Soon as I come to, the pain of this depression, the...
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swinging into full blown addiction, cannot handle these emotions. help cannot calm down, angry, iritible, keep stuffing myself with food, exercising, then stuffing myself again. i am insane right now.
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this past week was fucked up. i had the "reality" hit me that we could indeed lose our house and were up against a ruthless company out to destroy us and take our home. In the meantime, I went for a...
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this has been the most horrible week I have had in a long time. first it was unfulfilled sex, then arguments over disability and him giving me mixed messages, one I am helpless and the other is go to...
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hO Ho Ho, mERRY CHRISTMASi MANAGED TO PUT UP THE DECORATIONS, DECORATE THE LIVING ROOM WITH CHRISTMAS STUFF YOU KNOW THE CERAMIC TREE AND THE REAL TREE AND WHAT REALLY IS IRKING ME RIGHT NOW IS MY...
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i CONTINUE TO PLAY THE HAPPY HOUSEWIFE REALLLY TRYING TO GET INTO CLEANING AND MAKING THE HOLIDAY HAPPY FOR THE KIDS. THANK GOD FOR JACK OR IT WOULD BE A HORRIBLE PLACE FOR THE CHILDREN WITH ME JUST...
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Today, as I go thru my chores, I realize how important each thing I do is. Making beds gives my family a cozy warm place to lie and be comfortable at night. A clean bathroom gives them a beautiful...
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Well it is my birthday weekend, and my gift to myself is realizing I can control my negativity by thinking positive thoughts, changing every negative to a positive and believing in myself.I am going...
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Well it was terrible halloween binge after halloween, snickers, milky ways, and carmel hershey kisses, and reeses cup. Of course I gained a couple pounds but the good news was I am still in my weight...
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Depression seems to be rearing its ugly face again, as I am going to have to fight to keep stable and healthy. Once I start exercising, it will be a lot easier. So I am isolating again, changing my...
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Something weird happened. Last week my apetite was humongous and I ate and gave into it, then I go on the scale at the y and it tells me I lost 3 pounds, and I am down to 257. That is amazing. And I...
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Well my sweet tooth in the middle of the night I was downstairs at 2 in the morning eating rice cakes with peanut butter and no sugar jelly. Then I wonder why I don't lose any weight.I need a...
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there is no doubt about; I am always hungary even on phentermine. I ate a 600 calorie brunch which i guess is 300 calories for 2 meals so i should not fret. i walked one mile and 4/10 which is 1.4. I...
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MY MUSCLES ARE ALL ACHING AND I REALLY WONDER IF I AM AGING TOO FAST HERE. MY LEGS ACHE, THE MUSCLES IN FRONT OF MY THIGHS, AND MY MID ARMS FEET ARTHRITIC.I AM STILL 260 POUNDS.. wHY IS THE SCALE NOT...
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zORRO AND I WALKED 4.0 MILES THIS MORNING. MAYBE THAT'S WHY I AM NOT DEPRESSED ON THIS DARK DREARY DAY.
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