krazykatt58

krazykatt58

Status: another fight with insurance company and school district becayse if speech therapy for Jaqui

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    I never realize how much I do around here until I go out and forget everything.Then I realize how much I do day after day to keep this family going. Been reading journals and we all have a cross to...
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    i feel so bad today and i know its depression for no reason excepti am sick today. it feels like there is shit running thru my veins andi don't have the energy for housework. the kids get on my...
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      My husband kissed me before he went to work today!Do I ask him to come back upstairs to sleep with me?MY sexuality is gone. What do I do?
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       my husband kissed me on the lips tonight because i found his sim card for his camera which my daughter had lost. i kissed him on the neck. after that he's been kind of quiet. this was...
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    the kids are driving me nutz. . . so demanding when i just need time to myself. 
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    I took my trazadone and went into a sound sleep that lasted all night.I woke up and stretched for over an hour, but its the kids and family that keep me going. I choose to go to church with the...
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    its a beautiful day. i slept in til 10 30 which never happens lately. my husband is not being flagrant. he said he put the little tent up in th e backyard for us.on memeorial day and then i blew it...
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    its nice to have at least one person who knows what i am going thru and the pain i feel. i've decided i am going off my meds, down to 150 to 100 to 75. i want off. enough of these silly doctors and...
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    bEING ON DS HELPED ME WHEN HE CAME HOME TONIGHT. I JUST STARTED WRITING TO MY FRIENDS TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN. ITS AN HOUR LATER AND I AM OKAY. THINK I SHOULD TAKE A BUBBLE BATH AND RELAX, BUT I...
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    I AM IN POOR SHAPE, BUT I HAVE TO CONCENTRATE ON THE KIDS. WHEN HE SAYS SOMETHING TO HURT ME, I GET SICK. THEN I START EATING, POUTING, CURSING HIM BEHIND HIS BACK, HE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE MEAN TO ME....
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    i'm exhausted and gaining weight rapidly. cannot stop overeating and snacking. trying to set up my only little world to escape depression but its a fantasy creation and separating me and the children...
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    the down syndrome daughter wouldn't get on the bus today, throwing herself on the ground. I am so depressed in the morning, and find myself growling and pulling her, and slapping her but but she gets...
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    My littlest one made a play date and my other darling came home from a fun day at camp.My guilt and lack of imagination about being a mother comes to center stage. And I am just heartbroken that I...
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    I went to the y with my daughter but didn't swim or exercise myself. that is a warning sign when i don't care to do anything. been trying to be abstinant and cordial with my estranged spouse.too many...
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    Look I am hooked in every two hours to writing. I guess that is better than acting out other addictions. I wish I had something to model to the children besides cleaning the house, watching tv, the...
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