Something weird happened. Last week my apetite was humongous and I ate and gave into it, then I go on the scale at the y and it tells me I lost 3 pounds, and I am down to 257. That is amazing. And I didn't walk for a week. I started up my walking on Sunday at Sesame Place, and yesterday, 1 20 minute mile at the ywca, today1 mile to school and back with alitomorrow halloweenoh no. that's never good. Today I was watching my negative thinking. Thinking I can't throw a dinner party, worry about the kids weight and reprecussions of people being disdainful about that. If I go to Sylvia's will it be good?    I am cleaning the house, so I don't have time to type. God Bless Us All.